"I have been changed For Good"

R.I.P. my dear William Thatcher

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 15:59:16 GMT

So as most of you have probably heard, our beloved Heath Ledger passed away on Tuesday.
I actually was pretty upset by the news. Not exactly sure why.
I never personally knew him, only saw what an out-standing actor he was in every project he took on.
He had a bright future ahead of him in Hollywood.
I suppose I was upset because he was only a few years older than me, and already at the age of 28, he had his life end so abruptly. So much laid ahead, So many roles that were being written distinctively for him will never be able to be portrayed. :(
Definitely really sad. *sigh* Heath, you will be really missed!

Update

Mon, 07 Jan 2008 09:09:50 GMT

So It is 3:10AM. I can't sleep yet again!!(Day 2) I have no idea what's wrong with me, but I haven't been able to sleep the past two nights. Life has been completely hectic. Work has been good, except for a bunch of people quitting like the day after Christmas, so we've been trying to fill their shifts. BLAH. Besides work, nothing much is going on. Classes start again a week from today. I bought my books yesterday, a lovely 375 dollars, yay, how exciting!*she says sarcastically* Ugh I want to be able to SLEEEEEEEEEEEP

6 years...

Tue, 11 Sep 2007 02:48:03 GMT

I wish I would have known then what I know now.
I wish that we hadn't been so blind to the world around us.
Can we ever truly move on from those events? Will we ever be able to pull out of Iraq without completely devasting those people and letting the Taliban\Al-Quaida run rampant and continue with their terrorist ways. WILL THIS EVER END?!

Mon, 10 Sep 2007 03:30:26 GMT

So I've had a pretty sucky week. I thought I had food poisoning on Wednesday after eating some pretty bad hy-vee chinese. I stayed home on Friday, thought I was better, and went to work for 7 hours. Well, woke up Saturday feeling 10 times worse and went to work. Only to almost pass out and got sent home. Laura took me to the ER where they diagnosed me with really bad flu. I'm not to get up off the couch until Tuesday. The only good thing that came out of this was that I've got to watch basically all of season 2 of Grey's Anatomy. Now I have to wait until thursday-ish to get my netflixs of Season 3...grr. ARGH

=)

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 17:28:56 GMT

15 August 2007....15 August 1998. It seems quite weird that upon the ninth anniversary of the Omagh bombings I feel the most affected. I would have thought that it would have been several years earlier when we first got to know the OCYC But it hasnt. Maybe it's because this year has been one of the toughes "soul-searching" years to figure out what's really important to me and what I really want out of life. I think its just the world in general. I have become insensitive to the many deaths, bombs, and atrocities going on in the world, especially Iraq. Partially because, it seems wasteful on me. What's the point of fighting a war that will probably never end. If you conquer Iraq back to democracy and a "proper religion" it will only be time before another Muslim-oriented region will wage a holy war on those who are not Muslim. I don't know, it seems weird because the Omagh bombings actually affected my life and family. I am beyond proud of being Irish and my Irish heritage. I would rather shout from the rooftops that I am Irish and Irish royalty at that before I would let anyone know that I was also German, and that several of my relatives were not only part of the war for the German side during WWII, but also in the SS, which can only mean one thing. I find it sad that after nine years, we as Irishmen, whether still in Ireland, or only Irish by blood, cannot still accept the Northerners and the Southerners and the Protestants and the Catholics for who they are. I once thought that perhaps the IRA had the right idea to use force to get the English out, but when it comes down to it, there are people's lives you are messing with. I could never comprehend why anyone would ever risk that to prove a point to the crown. I am well aware that Colonialism is dead, but it doesnt make sense why people would risk the lives of 'civilians' to make a point. It has never worked in the past, it just gets your name in the paper and a life sentence that you can never get back. Ugggh. I'm sorry if this was severely not understandable. I just needed to get some ranting out after watching a documentary on the IRA last night. UGH.

"Across the bridge of harmony I hear the pipes of peace...a sad refrain that seems to call for argument to cease..."

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 22:22:34 GMT

Becoming Jane was just...beautiful. Simply beautiful, there's no other words. *sigh* I am very content right now =)

Sat, 14 Jul 2007 05:05:32 GMT

So my Mom came out to visit me today. She was supposed to come out yesterday, but after some incredibly painful dental procedure, she opted to get up early today to drive,which was a pretty decent idea. I havent had this much fun with her in ages. It's like it was just me and her, and no one else, which was fantastic. Perhaps we needed a little one-on-one time. I mean, I didnt even care that we went shopping. Sure it was fun to get a couple of shirts and a lobster oven mit, but it was more spending time with her and helping her pick out stuff for her house in North Carolina. We went to see HARRY POTTER, too. I saw it on Wednesday, at 1201, but i went again. It was good, but definitely one of those um okay, buhbye, where the next one kinda movies. Spending time with mom was fantastic and made me realize how, even through the excessive craziness thats been going on the last few months, i still love her and miss her.

P.S. ONE NIGHT IN BANGKOK was totally on the radio when Mom and I went to the grocery store after the movie!!

:)

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 02:53:07 GMT

why the hell are roomates so freaking complicated?! ANDDDDDDD I'm not talking about Laura Jo...

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 17:03:29 GMT

i feel like the worst daughter EVER...Mom's big premier of her new piece was today(at church) and I, like the moron I am, ovverslept...GRRRR

I feel awful!

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 20:51:05 GMT

4 days before the 8th anniversary of Columbine someone had to go shoot and kill 31 people. It hit close to home back in 1999, but now that its a college...its even more freaky. Why do people do this kind of shit!?

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 14:42:02 GMT

Laura and I may have found our home for the next few years. It's a duplex and its awesome(tho i havent seen it in person yet), tho we're waiting to hear if the bunnies are allowed and then we're gonna sign the lease!! YAYAYAYAYA

:D

Meg=REALLY excited!

To Aly on her 19th birfday...

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 14:45:51 GMT

ZUM GEBURTSTAG VIEL GLUECK ZUM GEBURTSTAG VIEL GLUECK ZUM GEBUUUUUUURTSTAG LIEBE ALY!!! ZUM GEBURTSTAG VIEL GLUECK!!!

HapPy BiRthDaY AlY!!!!

Good Evening, Everyone.

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 06:53:11 GMT

Hello.
As you might guess by the phrasing of words in this journal entry,
and such, this isn't Meg. I'm sorry, Dave, she's not here right now.
It would appear that the situation is that she left somethings unattended to,
and left me with the custody of this.
A very foolish and fatal mistake.
I will own this Journal.
I will own her.
I will own the world.
That is all, Dave.

-HAL

EDIT:(1:11AM) OBVIOUSLY THIS WAS NOT ME...IT WAS MY DARLIN' CUZ, BEN. THANK YOU BENJAMIN FOR THE LOVELY MESSAGE!! :P ~Meg~

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 19:25:09 GMT

all i have to say is:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGH

the end.

Wed, 10 Jan 2007 04:30:23 GMT

Feb 24th-25th =NYC!!

woo hoo...i know its a short period of time, but its N-Y-C!!! and of course the ever fabulous COMPANY!! YAYAYAYA

:D

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 03:59:01 GMT

it be offical y'all.
for those who are like "wtf?!" youll know in due course.
i think the only person who really knows what im talking about is Rach...so go you for knowing!

:D

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 17:04:05 GMT

Christmas was amazing.
I was like seriously happy. Though I didnt make it to church. Poop. Stupid work, I seriously came home on Christmas Eve, had me some chinese, and went to bed, and didnt wake up again til 1230 Christmas morning. Oops. But It was a good holiday. We had dinner at Grandma's house and it was sooooo nice to see her back in her house. We also stopped over for dessert and some major John McGivern loving...hehe at Uncle Mark's. It was just a very good day, and some things that I wasnt so sure about are starting to make sense. so yay!

However, I am kinda mad at my wi-fi it is only being nice and working about once a day..so BOOOO

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 07:26:02 GMT

On the twelfth day of Christmas, megactor sent to me...

Twelve aspiring_losers drumming

Eleven karlkarlbobarls piping

Ten rentheadnlewys a-leaping

Nine thomas_wynds dancing

Eight lil_mama06s a-screenwriting

Seven metal_sheeps a-traveling

Six patrickwsmittys a-singing

Five gro-o-o-oundsofbklyns

Four z_ara_thus_tras

Three friends

Two movies

...and a theatre in a history.

Holocaust conference hosted in Iran...

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 16:59:59 GMT

So the great country of Iran has decided to try and do something "thoughtful". By thoughtful I mean completely infuriating. They are hosting a 2-day conference on the Holocaust. Some minister(probably of propaganda...lol) said they will believe that the Holocaust happened if they(the historians) can prove that the Nazis killed 6 million Jews. Can you fecking beleive that? Sometimes, I honestly dont understand where these people come from. I mean, seriously! How can u seriously sit there and question that torture, abuse, starvation, and genocide of an entire people. People disgust me, like honestly disgust me. I feel so frustrated but what can I do? GRRRRR

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 07:05:36 GMT

IM COOOOOOLLLLLLLLD

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 07:03:24 GMT

Okay...so im like exhausted, cold, and my feet hurt!!
'

To sum it up..what a great thing employment is... *rolls eyes*

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 22:52:07 GMT

So I just had my interview...which went really well, I thought. Then again, I thought the Bath and Body Works interview went really well, too. So I don't know what to think. However, 3 is my lucky number, and this would be job #3 that I got a interview: Borders, Bath and Body Works, and now Kohls. I really really really really really really really want this job. And just because I need to start paying for the NYC trip, but because I want to prove to myself that I can actually get hired. That I'm not "damaged" goods in terms of the work force. I have taken pretty decent jobs in the past, 2 of them which have basically been handed to me because of who i know and who my parents are. I want to prove to myself that I can get a job on my own, and not a fluke like the moon.(we all know how that turned into a mistake) so please please please please...

brb trick or treaters...

please please please please please please let me get that job! However, the manager, jackie, said she invisioned me on the floor or intimates\jewelry\shoes and she wanted my state id...thats a good sign, right? GRRR I hate not knowing, I wont know till Monday-ish...GRR

anyhoos...i just got hit on by 4 15-16yr old "Assassins". THAT was fun, except not. I felt embarassed for them. They are so not good at flirting...hehe

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 04:30:25 GMT

Classes went extremely well today. I actually was able to find all of them before the class actually started. *bows*. LAY OFF THATS BIG FOR ME!! Hehe. My Eastern History prof is insane and enjoys swearing, so it should be interesting. My Mod History prof is wayyy too into what he's teaching, it's kind of funny, and my Cult and Civ prof definitely is from Germany. HAH! Yessss. HOWEVER, I have so much reading! Tonight I had to read 140 pages..ARG. I cant wait to see what i get tomorrow, though I only have one class, so maybe it wont be THAT bad. :-D

Im actually tired!

<3

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 22:41:29 GMT

Can I just say that George W. is a moron.

For more proof turn on any news station to see why Bush needs to learn how to work a MICROPHONE...HEHE

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 21:30:31 GMT

Okay...so I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo incredibly bored right now...it's not even funny. GRRRRR